Do you feel like no one really understands you? Have you been trying all your life to find people like you and failing? Have you thought maybe you found the right people only to be disappointed in the end? Have you wondered what you are even doing here, and how you got here? Have you thought maybe a mistake was made, and you ended up in the wrong world? Have you thought you must be from another planet because you are so different from most of the people here?
Do you hide yourself and who you truly are because of repeated experience of chronic rejection? Have you decided that you must be bad and wrong because that is the consistent feedback you get from others? Have you tried for a long time to understand what is wrong with you so you can fix it and be accepted, but you have been unable to find out what is wrong? You may even have asked people on occasion for an explanation of their rejection, and they have also been unable to explain it or they may have told you you are too intense or too sensitive which, of course, you cannot do anything about. There are hidden reasons for this.
I’m going to explain to you why all this is.
There are different types of mind-streams or souls or whatever you want to call the fact that people have some kind of dimension of experience which is private to them. Expressing this in words is problematic, so I am approximating.
The vast majority of consciousnesses on Earth are Earth-based. That is, they have, from their origin, been incarnating on Earth. Thus they are relatively comfortable being in a physical body and operating from one.
The people I’m calling to and trying to reach are not Earth-based. They are having a terrible time dealing with being on Earth in a physical body. That includes experiencing emotions fully because without a physical body, there are no emotions. So non Earth-based consciousnesses don’t have vast experience dealing with emotional energy although they may have been incarnating on Earth for awhile. Getting used to allowing emotional energy to flow through them is a monumental challenge.
They have some degree of difficulty coming to terms with physical existence, and, as I said, that entails dealing with emotions.
A lot of these souls are partly in and partly out of the body. In other words, and there are all degrees and different variations of this, they may be in the body enough to perceive consensus reality most of the time, but it is too uncomfortable for the consciousness to be fully seated in the body. So they may tend to “space-out” – to go somewhere else in their mind and not be fully present to their physical and emotional experience.
It is to this type of soul that I am speaking. There are different types of these souls. They didn’t all come from the same place or the same level or dimension of reality, but they share the difficulty to varying degrees of being uncomfortable with physical existence.
Now, if that by itself weren’t enough, a lot of you, most of you, came into the physical earth plane with a catalytic vibration. That is to say, without other people being able to know why, they feel uneasy around you. So they have tended to attack and blame you without knowing why. The root reason why they feel uneasy is not that there is something inherently bad or wrong about you. It is that your energy tends to make them aware of things they would rather not be aware of. Your energy tends to pull on unconscious, dark, Shadow energies in other people – the parts of themselves that they deny, repress, and disown. They then project these energies onto you because otherwise they would have to own them and take responsibility for them which they don’t want to do. So this is how you got labelled as bad, wrong, and unwanted.
This catalytic energy that you exude has triggered a lot of mistreatment and trauma for you. It is the root reason why you have felt alien and alienated. You have not been welcome here. Let’s not soft-pedal this. We need to face reality. Even if you aren’t from here, that wouldn’t be so bad if the people here were open and welcoming of differences. But most of them aren’t. So you life has been a living Hell.
Up until now, you have probably felt worthless and useless. I want to show you that this is not true. I want to help you find your true worth. I want you to feel good about who you are. This is going to involve finding a source of love and worthiness within yourself. It’s futile to keep looking for it outside yourself. There are reasons why people keep looking for acceptance outside from other people. I plan to go into depth about these reasons and how to find the source of true happiness within.